undefeated. I know how you feel. I know how you feel. I know how you feel.
It feels like everything is lost. It feels like my stomach is wrenching everday.
What do you want?
Are you happy with yourself? I am not. I need to learn to be happy with myself first.
But the kids. Look at them. Do they bring you joy? Are they a ray of light in an otherwise dark universe? Ask yourself the tough questions. You know the ones im talking about. Yeah, the ones you never go near.
Confront your anger. You will need to keep in check to be sane. I know...i been there, am there.
More importantly, talk to an IC. Hardest thing to do, if you don't think you are broken.
