Flushing the toxins from my life

[CountingCrows]

Yeah, I really need to do some gutting of the house, as there are still so many things still present that belong to her. It's a weird limbo-like situation, since she is living with a friend in a very small apartment and doesn't have room to store much of her stuff. In particular, she has a lot of furniture that I can't even move out into the garage, until I do some major reorganizing. I know that she's in no position to take it or even store it right now, and I'm not going to throw her stuff out on the street. However it's the little things like bumping into a notepad containing one her "lists" that she always used to write every day...just outlining the things she needed to get done. As mundane as something like that is, it just reminds me that it was only a few brief months ago that we were living together, sharing our lives and that's all gone now, and will never be the same again.

All the GAL stuff I'm doing primarily revolves around S7, since he's with me full-time. We did the scouts thing earlier this week (had a great time and he won a trophy). Unfortunately, between work and S7, I have little time to give just to myself. I'm going to try to plan something just for me on the next weekend that S7 spends the night with W.

My work situation is improving. I'm going to be moving from contractor to full-time employee in a little over a week. I've been meeting with my new bosses and they are changing many of my current functions and focusing me into new areas. This is great, but also adds stress as the learning curve is somewhat steep.

Overall, I'm doing a bit better this week...at least in control of my emotions a bit better. Not really looking forward to the IC appointment tomorrow, but know that it's a positive step forward in learning to deal with my feelings.