Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[newmama]

Well today's plan isn't working the way I planned...He arrived 30 minutes earlier than normal so I didn't have the show on. I was still half asleep and needed to wake up with coffee so I played on the laptop for 45 minutes before working out. Then I worked out but he talked to me when I was taking a break.
I am sooo sleepy and no movies were playing in the time frame I need so I have been hanging around the house.

He's going on a "work trip" Feb 11-13 and wanted to make sure I still had a late night on a different night that week. I couldn't help it- I asked him where he was going. He told me. Then added he might have to go again sometime in the next few months. He asked if I had plans that Thurs night and I said yes but I could get his sister to babysit. He asked if I had "set" plans every Thursday or something. I just said "well...that night is Bunco.[true] But I will get a sub or ask your sister to babysit."
He said "oh I didn't realize that it was the second Thursday every month!"
But at least he was inquiring about my plans and I managed to be evasive!

OW's birthday is sometime around now...all I know is that she is an Aquarius so it's between 1/20 and 2/20. And we all know the 14th is V Day which is a Sunday this year. So he very well could be lying to me and going with her somewhere.

So I stayed away only 4 hours; been uploading photos from the camera and watched a little TV- my sci fi show. He didn't ask about it and I didn't say anything! I am not interacting with him although we are in the same room right now!

I am wearing my new pink "romantic style" blouse that is clingy with a plunging neckline and puffy short sleeves). I saw him look me up and down when I came into the room with it on!

Also have on the perfume he likes.I left my new bra out on the washer. Pretty sure he saw it because he did a load of laundry for S's clothes!

S and I will be going to our signing class in 20 minutes.