Is it me? Or is it really everyone else? lol.

[K4D]

This is really getting insulting. I know it is not yall's intentions. But it is. I realize she and I both made mistakes. I realize how things are perceived right now. But none of us really knows what is truly happening in her. I have been praying for a change of heart in her among other things such as being led back to God. She is going back to church and in my opinion that is a big thing. She obviously is starting to have a conciounce on some level.

Yes I have hope and faith in God that he will restore things and that he is working on things. I see things happening that I have prayed for, for a long time. I am not going to doubt what God is working on.

I am not saying she is all there yet, but I think she is being led in the right direction. It just takes time and patience as well as prayer and making sure I am ready also.

I am trusting in God to restore this in His perfect timing. Whenever that is, is not up to me. I can't look at the current circumstances and perceive the future off of it. I have to wait and have faith and trust in God.

I appreciate what everyone is saying. And from the outward eye, those are logical conclusions based on past actions. But none of us can see the future or know for sure what is really going on in one persons mind or life. Miraculous things happen out of prayer and faith. Sometimes it takes years, but they still happen. It is quite amazing when you read about restored M's on rejoice ministries or other faith based websites that standers are on.

I have my ups and downs, and right now with the loss of my job, it has obvously gotten me down. But things will turn around. One thing I will say is God always takes care of me and my family. He has never failed in that. It may get stressful at times not being sure what will happen next, but He always comes through.

I can look back and see so many things that I prayed for and they happened. When I really add things up, he has done quite a bit. When there have been failures, it is because I failed by taking things over myself and not letting Him direct and not following His direction.

This may sound crazy to some. I am used to that. But I know what I have seen and I know He is there.

Kevin