Here's my story..midlife crisis/infidelity

[January girl]

I can't imagine ever choosing to be in a serious love R again

I totally agree with you about this. It's funny, but I was
always such a romantic and I really believe that part of me
died the night he dropped the bomb.

I read somewhere that someone posted or it was in DB that this is "quite a ride and no one even asked us if we wanted to ride!"

I just wish I could close my eyes and 1.) H would be moved 2.) D9 and mom would know the story 3.) I was past "explaining" to "caring friends/family" what went wrong!!! I have a huge circle of friends thru my daughter's school and church and I'm just dreading it all!!! I know I'm feeling quite sorry for
myself today but once in awhile I think that's ok.