Calling out the Piecers

[dday101798]

Thanks all, and thanks Ejohn for stopping by, I'm glad that my situation can provide some hope for those who are not fairing so well with their spouses or exes or what have you. I kind of stopped posting in other areas I have been because sometimes I just feel so guilty to be where I am and others are not.

That said, first night away from (x)W last night since last Wednesday and I don't know how much longer things can stay this way. It felt so weird.

(x)W did tell me though that the driver that picked her up yesterday told her they are looking for a few drivers. It's a little local 'livery' company in town that might just work out for me. She told him I have a squeaky clean driving record and all and he said to stop in and talk to the owner, so there's a ray of hope on some much needed extra income. The couple of days off from last week and all the days being a half hour late to work because of dropping her off at work took their toll on my check and I am in HUGE trouble for the next 2 weeks.

(x)W did file her taxes last night and somehow got an amazing return. She even let me look it over as I was curious as to how she got so much back and how much it cost to rapid refund. It's all legit so I don't know. She only claimed S12 as she's supposed to. I'm fretting over my taxes because I'm still getting letters from the IRS over last year's return. She knows that may be an issue.

Anyway, she had all these plans for what to do with her return, but now, in light of all the problems with S12 and not knowing what to do, and nights like last night not being able to sleep because I wasn't there, she's talking about getting an apartment so that I can move in whenever I'm ready.

It's looking up and up. I would still like our house back, but I don't know if it's in the cards for us financially, and now it's been neglected and beaten up by the ungrateful leaches in it, sooooo. Last night after everybody turned their back on her to help with S12 she said she just wants to move away from here. That's soudns great in theory, but in the reality of today's job market? Not gonna happen. And now she says her work is getting really po'd over the problems with S12, so, I don't know what the plan is going to end up being, but hey, we're gonna make it, some way, some how.

She does have that infernal house down state, which is cheap and all, but I don't know if I could handle OM's involvement in it. And that's to day anything about where I'd work.

hmmmm, much to ponder I do have.