Trixi.......I understand your feelings.. On some days, I feel good and confident and like no matter what, I will be better. On other days, I feel like cold, dark, slimy hands are reaching up from the pit of despair and taking my ankles as they try to pull me in.
I think this is normal...to have good days, bad days. My hope for myself is that I have more good than bad I've come full circle in the last 2.5 years.
By the way.......WAY TO GO on the weight loss! How did you do it? Besides stress
I've come full circle in the last 2.5 years. 
