I just read through your sich again. You are doing pretty well. I know that this is hard but I see a few pitfalls. You are going to have lunch tomorrow. Do not tell him you love him!!!! That is pursuing and you will be signing over your D papers by doing that. I know that is what you want to do(TELL HIM i LOVE YOU) but don't!! You need to give him as much space as possible. Act like if he doesn't come back it will be OK. You are having a good time without him.
You can talk to your mother and sister BUT don't do anything that they say without checking on this board first. They love you, we don't(sorry but truth). They can not give you objective advice, we can. I know it is counterintuitive but that is DB'ing.
