Thank you everyone for your support. Just got back from the gym. Although, I understand what you all are saying it's just very hard to feel such pain. Just when I think we are at least on good speaking terms, he says or does something that triggers the feelings I had when I decided to have the A.
This going to be the most longest two weeks of my life and something tells me he's trying SO hard to come up with a reason not to see me. My flight leaves on Saturday February 13th and February 1st isn't even here yet.
I just wanna crawl in a hole and sleep for two weeks until this is over. I realize that is not possible so in the meantime I will continue to try and stay busy while he comes up with the another excuse that sounds just as lame as the others he's given me!!!
