It's killing me. I feel like I am close to a breakthrough to her. We are "dating" and if I don't take her out on Valentine's day the date night of the yr then I am screwed. But like I said, I only feel like I am close to a breakthrough, the reality is thee is most likely no love yet and thus, sharing valentine's day with her is a sham.

Im strong, confident, in control of my emotions, GAL and 180's are in full effect, and she knows it. I will convince her the grass is dead everywhere else. And lush green right here. But still, why couldn't VD be at least 3 months from now.


Me 42/ W 40 /S 16
Married 15
Bomb dropped 11/18/2009
Nuke dropped 12/7/2009
EA/likely PA confirmed and busted 2/28/2010
Still separated in the same house and cant wait for this to end 5/8/2012