Aver I was in a foul mood today. And it showed here on my posts. I am just fed up and tired and frankly I am sick of carrying this pain that only us who have been betrayed carry. I am sick of these people who commit affairs and betray us at such a deep level and they blame us for this sinful act. I am tired of reading about those who are willing to carry this burden. For it is not ours to carry. So much hurt. It gets to me some times.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
Cutter, they can destroy the past... but they can't touch the future.
Don't let her poison it. Get your papers signed and move on.
Here's a song for you from my playlist: Paranoid Finished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind people think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me, occupy my brain? Oh yeah!
I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but I'm too late
Edit: Drop it and move on... there's a good life out there waiting for you.
Only way to feel the noise is when it's good and loud, So good you can't believe it screaming with the crowd, Don't sweat it, get it back to you, (x2) Overkill, Overkill, Overkill
On your feet you feel the beat, it goes straight to your spine, Shake your head you must be dead if it don't make you fly, Don't sweat it, get it back to you, (x2) Overkill, Overkill, Overkill
Know your body's made to move, you feel it in your guts Rock 'n' roll ain't worth the name if it don't make you strut, Don't sweat it, get it back to you, (x2) Overkill, Overkill, Overkill
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
Can you call me tonight around 8PM or tomorrow after 10PM and we can confirm meeting up on Friday. If you would like we could meet at restraunt in city. Its a Thai restraunt. The food is fantastic.
Take Care
Cutter
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
Yesterday Allow more happiness to enter your life. Someone who continually aims to gain control might not be worth dealing with. You want more openness and fewer games. Support yourself in those desires. Tonight: Enjoy each moment.
Today You have the wherewithal to change the very nature of a situation. Your ability to grasp the dynamics involved is critical. A misunderstanding might be just that. Don't put all your power and energy into it. Tonight: All smiles.
Today is a good day.
My expression that I have always been known for is.
Life is Good.
Today I feel that today is a good day.
I feel that life is starting to happen again as well.
I am starting to think that I am coming out of the grief cycle.
Still do not sleep very well but my massage therapist stated that I was not all knots... And the only times I tensed up was when the words affair were mentioned.... PTSD I guess...
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!
I laughed