H is apartment hunting today

[trytryagain]

just got back from seeing a play with my sister. it was fun, i managed to forget things from time to time, which was nice. bought myself a new dress and sweater, went for a walk with the dog.

loneliness overwhelms me tonight. coming home to this empty apartment (well, empty except for the dog) pretty much takes the wind out of me and puts me back at square one. he hasn't even moved out yet...if i'm this overwhelmed now i can't imagine how it's going to feel when he's actually gone.