After reading the LRT section in DR for the 4th time, I realize that I was seeing the 2nd possible response from my SO (page 129) but I was way too responsive and its giving my SO cold feet and then some (page 130).
It just felt so good last night when she was talking on the phone to me...she hadnt souded like that in years...and then today we're playing Guitar Hero in the middle of Best Buy together! It felt like it used to...before all the hurt. In fact it felt like it did when we were dating before our daughter was born.
The feeling is like a drug...and the more I get of it...the more I want it. Consequently I may have just blown my last chance today.
This is so disheartening...I got so caught up in my feelings that I didnt see that the LRT was working to a degree. So now I may be forced to follow through on my boundary and do the ALRT.
