You are learning, yes your H is probably in replay. I only suggested the resources to let you understand what is going on.
CG is correct in her advice to you. If you read HB's posts you begin to understand that the LBS is also going through a crisis. In order to survive the crisis you must take the focus off of what you can't control. Your H. Put the focus on what you can control. You!
Understand that MLC is not short. You are no different than anyone else that has gone through this. You might hope that it is different but it more than likely won't be.
