H is apartment hunting today

[trytryagain]

heard one of "our songs" on the radio at work...first reaction was to smile at the memory of singing it with him on karaoke night. second reaction was to want to absolutely break down. i'm sticking with my game face for now. there are pictures of him all over my desk anyway...it seems too final to put them away.

my GAL for the day: asked H to walk the dog after work so i can meet my sister for a performance at ford's theatre tonight. he seemed ok with that (he's staying with a friend who lives in our building anyway, otherwise i would have asked the friend). meeting her for happy hour first.