Whatever you did or did not do! You have made your apology, it is either accepted or not! Regardless you have made yours and you stated what it is you were deceptive about! There is not a need on your part to continue to beat yourself up for it! However, you have the ability to change you, if you want to change, do what you need to change!
I believe the advise for you to help people in the affair and sex addict areas are sound! Do it because you want to help and in turn it may help you! Best of luck, don't kick yourself forever though, it doesn't help anyone!
Married:10 years D final 8/28/08 10 minutes is all it took Life goes on and DB was no small part in growing from the Divorce!