Seems like a ping-pong affect with my H and I. My problem is I need to be more of a harda**. I worry too much about everyone else's feelings...there are times where I don't tell him exactly how I feel because I'm fearful for what he'll do...will my words be what causes him to take the whole bottle of pills? Feels like munipulation when I read it...and he definitely uses that at the oppourtune times...but I told him I wish things didn't have to be like this but you're not leaving me much choice.
