Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

I just know the boob job is around the corner once the D is final and she gets her settlement from me.

Hey dude, at least yours waited until after moving out! I had to live with mine during the boob job, and man was that irritating!

playing in an endless feedback loop: "It's just how I feel, It's just how I feel..."

Gospel truth there, and I heard it during the bomb months. "I just have to follow my feelings... I can't change my feelings...." blah, blah..

Here's a question for you: Do you think your STBXW is wondering about some of the same things about you as you are about her? Just curious as I have often wondered the same myself in my own sitch.

This I wonder about, and then realize I am leaving to much room in my head for stbxw. I like to think so, but when I do, I realize it's really about me, and if she didn't, that somehow I would be less of a man or something, or if she did, would that make me happy in some way?

who really knows? I am not about to ask her, so waste of my time to wonder, so I just put those thoughts away, and move back to things I want to do for d9 and me, and move on..

Thanks for checking in, I always love your thoughts on my sitch, they make me think about things in a different way, which is healthy at times!