LOL....I'm thankful to have found this support and yours. So insightful and dead on for me. Yes, it's fear of losing him but almost already have anyway. You help me so much more than you know. I know I will survive and it will hurt like hell but when I think about it...what I've been through with him in the last 2 years ...doubtful he can inflict more pain. I can survive this. These are things I tell myself....a lot!
Funny, haven't heard from him since earlier this AM.
