Stillalone, I read through the entire topic here again to refresh myself. I'm glad to be back in touch with you. I can relate so very much about how you feel. One day feel empowered, the next complete and utter sadness, wonder who the man was you married? All of the feelings I understand. Personally, about the house being put in an off-shore company, if you didn't sign for that absolutely bring this up to your lawyer. I am thankful you are able to support yourself and your daughter helps things.
How has the counseling been going for you? For me it's like I have to re-program my mind or constantly tell myself you deserve better Nikki, stand up for yourself, your son deserves more, all men aren't this way, fear stops me. Scared of being alone, but ya know I've been emotionally alone for almost three years anyway. Why am I so afraid of letting this go for good?
