I look at it this way. The divorce is really a piece of paper. I am sure when God created marriage, there was no technical ceremony. So to me, marriage comes from the heart.
That being said, just really ask yourself what is your greatest fear?
When I asked myself this question, it was that I was going to lose SG. And then I realized...I already had. And had survived it. It didn't kill me, and I learned alot about myself and even about him. I would still work on my marriage, given the chance, even if the divorce is final. Although it is final, final does not necessarily equal permanent.
That being said, it does not mean my life has stopped. I am still learning an awful lot about myself. Will I ever be ready to date? Sure, but I have also accepted the fact that today is not the day. I just don't want to. There is still only one man I want, and until I meet someone who changes that, this is where I am, and I am comfortable with that.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
