I read somewhere that to conquer your fears you must face them. My biggest fear was losing SG. By the time I faced it, I realized I already had.

And yet I can't help but wonder. Why does he still call? There really is no reason for us to talk. The debts are settled, and any other communication can be done through email.

But I refuse to allow myself to fall back into the trap of reading too much into an action. I have gotten my hopes up before, and learned they can be dashed just as quickly. I don't expect him to come back remorseful.

But part of me wishes...

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..