Don't know where to post this.

[loveherstill]

And I know that I should not have went to bed with her, but I love her so much that when she is acting loving towards me, I cannot resist her. I am weak in that regard I know. My main love language is touch and I still crave touch from her in anyway that I can get it. I am not using her for sex but she may be using me.

To me ML to her is the ultimate completion of intimacy and I go out of my way to ensure she is pleased. It pleases me to please her. I like feeling her heartbeat and breathing her breath.

No other woman has had this effect on me. I have never been capable of having just sex with my W.

She knows this and sometimes is a loving and good partner and at others is mechanical.

I need her in IC to work through her issues before we can go forward.