Oh, Lola! I am lonely, too. I want so bad to have that special person to call when something good happens, someone to hold hands with, to kiss, to sleep next to! Some nights bad mommy goes in and gets my son or daughter to come sleep in my bed. Hopefully they won't be scarred for life.
I hated finishing up the divorce petition. Hated being the one to have to fill it out since it was his idea--much like you and SG!
Oh, it sucks, I know. Again, wish we were closer so we could have a massive girls' weekend...