This is one of THE most moving scenes I have EVER seen dealing with infidelity...I identify so much with Lucky, the male lead, who found out his ex-wife/now fiancee has been cheating on him.
It starts at 4:25 and lasts about 3 1/2 minutes. It brings me to tears every time I watch it (saw the entire episode tonight, I record this show daily). The most amazing part for me is starting around 6 minutes till the end.
This man is so angry with her...obv hurt but so angry...
Once in awhile I realize how angry I am. I don't put it out there though. For some stupid reason I allow myself to feel sadness, depression, grief, anxiety, every other freaking emotion.
But once I start to feel anger, I shut it down? Wtf...I almost wonder if I truly let myself get as angry at Dan as I am inside, I don't know how I would stop myself once I got started.Maybe that is what I am afraid of?
I have been 'nice' for so long, but these emotions are right there under the surface. Which is probably why I spend hours of my day at work getting nothing done. I do work out and that helps blow off some pent up energy. But still I wind up back at square one...
OK truth be told I am light years from where I was two years ago when I first joined here. I have grown in a lot of ways, and I am proud of those changes. But still something has kept me from being able to let it go and move on. I am starting to think it is the fact that I have never really let that anger come out to play...
There is a scene today where Elizabeth (female lead) begs him not to tell everyone, "for the sake of the kids". He tells her to never ever try and use those kids against him again. That she really just wants to protect herself, but a consequence of her own actions is that she may have to look at her children now and know they cannot stand the sight of her...
I could go on and on, but obv this touched a nerve in me.Thanks for listening...
