CC, I've been lurking, not posting much since coming on over here. But -
Originally Posted By: CountingCrows
Every single thing I see, hear or think about reminds me of her. Living in my (our) house is absolutely killing me, as she's still everywhere!
Don't know if you've gotten this suggestion yet, but re-do your house. Take down anything that triggers bad memories or pain. Put your stamp on it all.
fwiw.
Endure.

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac