I am then going to enjoy my week and determine if I want to pave the road home this friday or close the door. I am undecided.
Cutter, I'm envious. I wish my NC had worked so well. But what Gnosis said made me think. I'm not really under NC here - W probably knows when I fart, assuming she wants to know (which I'm not convinced about).
I am with PDT on this. Maybe not his timeline, but I'm with him. I think she'll be back. How much effort she puts in is another question, but she will be back.
I would also bet that the A is fizzling out. She has her own apartment now - why spend all that money for less than half a week in it? And you also said she wanted to have a family and found a sort of ready made one in the OM - however she's not exactly getting to indulge in that fantasy as she is escorted off the premises when the kids turn up.
Her email made me smile too. You have made a big impression on her, you do know that don't you?
Anyway, I have no doubt whatsoever you'll handle it. I pray that I reach the same position you're in sometime soon. I see you and Ladybug having a future. I wished that mine was as rosy with Mrs P. I'm kind of jealous In a good way. You deserve it mate ...
Last edited by P17; 01/25/1011:03 PM.
Me 36, W 34 | D 8 | M 3.5y Sep 2Aug09 | Left 6Sep09 | OM in 10Oct09 | NC 17Nov09 | Gave up caring - Jan 2010
"Have integrity. Do what is right, not what is expedient." "Delay is the antidote for anger"