Looking for Advice

[gutwrenching]

Journaling a little and in hopes that someone else reads this and can help them. The best thing I did in the last few days was take an opportunity to give a version (although toned down) of the "I get it" speech. W has referred, multiple times now, to the fact that I said I was losing feelings for her each day. It has given me leverage to say I want to try without seeming like pursuing because I have said I'm moving on a little more each day. In our life, hard to show those actions, so the words actually meant more to her I think.