Yeah I know that feeling. I miss it constantly. On Friday, SG told me to wish D14 a Happy Birthday. She called him on Saturday to thank him. At the end of the conversation, she told him she loved him, and he said the same.
Poor kid, she apologizes to me. I told her it was okay for her to still love SG, he was her stepfather. She said yeah but I know you don't like him. I told her that was not the case, that I had been angry with him for a long time, but that I wasn't anymore.
Maybe it is because we have been talking more lately that I am a little melancholy. But I miss him. It's not just the idea, I miss him.
It sucks.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
