Flushing the toxins from my life

[CountingCrows]

Bad...BAD weekend! Just made my first appointment for IC (this Thursday at 5pm). I really think I need help. I really let W suck me back in emotionally, and I'm having a REALLY tough time with detachment. After 3 months (today), I'm missing her more than ever. Every single thing I see, hear or think about reminds me of her. Living in my (our) house is absolutely killing me, as she's still everywhere!

Just trying my best to cope. Scouts tonight with S7 to race in Pinewood Derby. Looking forward to the distraction.

Gotta big one-on-one meeting with my new boss in 10 minutes. We'll see how things pan out with the direction my new "permanent" job is heading.

Thanks for checking in, RW...I've been hesitant to post anything more, as I wasn't sure where to start. I'll post more details when I get a chance.