(((Gardener)))

Shame - Never thought that was the feeling - All along thought it was guilt...

However after thinking about it, you are right and I am ashamed, though I shouldn't be.

I should feel proud that I tried for almost a friggen year to hold my marriage together and when I look back at some of the things I have said and done, of course I could have acted or responded differently however when the dust settles and all is said and done, I can still hold my head up high knowing I never lost my integrity, morals, values or self-respect.

Thank you for rewriting my email...I knew mine was to emotional (as usual lol) so that is why I put it here first. smile

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~