Yes - I have to agree with you on the "ewwww" statement - as I listed them it was my feelings exactly.
I find it interesting that as these things occurred individually, and some of them were absolutely devastating to say the least, but I weathered through and continued to just focus on saving the marriage for the sake of the family. Now that I look back at them in totality, I sit here wondering WHAT was I thinking. It's a bit embarrassing to see the crap that I put up with. How could I have had such a low self-esteem to try and continue on in the marriage? However, when you are in the eye of the storm sometimes you just don't see so clearly. Fortunately, I've finally "seen the light" and am getting on with my life.
The Keith Urban song really hits home with where I'm at right now.
