Great.. so now I'm sitting at work and weepy... The thought of going to court and having to see him and stand up for myself and my children is terrifying and heartbreaking to me... Terrifying because I know I won't be able to do it without bawling my head off! Heartbreaking because I still love the alien and can't stand my family being torn apart like this!
How did things that were so right years ago end up so wrong??
I can't afford a lawyer or to lose the subsidy. And I don't want to have to go into court and put on record the batsh*tcrazy stunt he's pulled through this by going AWOL at work and towards everyone...
WHY does unconditional love have to hurt so freakin much???
~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~
My Sitch in MLC - http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Main=45253&Number=1901148#
