First thanks for your kind words on my thread. I am reading your sich and trying to learn from you as I go along. This is new territory for me as far as my W is concerned.
I think the only way to answer your question is to realize that the depression is still talking. I don't know whether it is hormones, or depression or what scientifically is keeping them in the tunnel but they have to resolve it before they are done. I know that until they are fully cooked they aren't ready to come out of the oven.
I certainly understand how it hurts and I wish I could give you some words of wisdom how to make it stop. Other than the basics(db'ing) it is certainly very difficult.
Try to keep putting one foot in front of the other and have a great week.
