stuck I am not sure where to start. You are right on many points. However chastising my ex for having in affair is not really what i did. I was quick to forgive her, for whom am i to judge. I understand that you do not believe that what i have done is an addiction. I am not sure what Tiger Woods has, nor can i comment intelligently on his habits. But i do know one thing, even if you do have a gun to you head you still have a choice. Does an alcoholic have a choice? A drug addict? A gambler? Some might not believe in addictions. I am still not convinced either, but what i do know is that in my situation, is that I knew what i was doing was wrong, but yet, i somehow always found a way to rationalize it. My so called addiction is very cunning. I experienced a sort of compulsion to do what i did. Sex became a way to get relief from every day stressors. It caused me to retreat within myself. I could not love anyone fully.
I don't expect you to condone my behavior. That is not my intent. You have your opinion and i respect it.
I deserve your anger. But please don't minimize the issue without understanding the full problem. I am still coming to terms with this myself. If Tiger Woods indeed is a sex addict, that is his own addiction. Mine is my own.
