I also got tired of waiting - he left and moved to a different country - he never tried to reconcile nor did he file. I think they want us to do the dirty work because then the can turn around and say it was our doing. I regret it sometimes but when I really sit and think about it I was not given a choice.
I also feel hopeless - everything is taken away - and that too by the person you trust the most. I think in time things get better but it's very natural to feel like this.
