Dusk at Dawn.

[Day by Day]

I did not get my goals done today. No signing of the papers, No dress gone.

I am disappointed in my self. That way. But very proud of myself that I can stand in the same room as her and just be myself. No fear. No anger. In control. Not being controlled. Ladybug no longer has any power over me.

I understood that the signing of the papers was her choice (guess I misunderstood). The goals of having the papers signed and the dress gone were things for her participate in, so why be disappointed in yourself? Leaving the dress is symbolic to me. Anyhow, you haven't shut the door if you are considering offering to her to reconcile.

Great SELF control--proof that you could look into her eyes and not feel fear or anger or loss of power. Cool and confident... very attractive. Good job!!