I'm not much of a poster here either, but I am a pisces too. The timing of the horoscope here couldn't have been better, as I've been asking myself about that balance between freedom and commitement. Thank you for sending it.
I now only occasionally look at my horoscope. It leaves allot to interpretation
If the glass is half full does that mean that it is getting fuller? Or does that mean that it is getting close to empty?
Anyway thanks for the post. There is something going on that I have not posted about and when I read your post it jumped right out at me…. I am still not going to post it but maybe later this week depending on how things go… Again thanks for posting that scope… if it is not a prediction it is at least inspiriting...
Take care Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Tomato..Thanks for checking in on me… Things are “alright” kind of in a holding pattern until at least one of us gets a job..
Ok I had to share this..
Here is a part of an article from my local paper THE PRESS DEMOCRAT
Unusual case pits wife against husband's former mistress
A civil trial promising tales of sex, lies, videotape and crack cocaine opened Thursday in a Sonoma County courtroom, where a San Rafael woman is suing her husband's former mistress, claiming she supplied him with drugs and ruined their lives. The case has all the elements of a TV tabloid talk show and centers on a little-known statute, the Drug Dealer Liability Act, which allows family members to seek damages for emotional distress from people who provided their loved ones with drugs. It features the scorned wife, Cynthia Lee Siciliano, 46, of San Rafael, who alleges Jodie Graham-Potts, 49, of Petaluma, introduced her husband to freebasing during a two-year affair that occurred while Graham-Potts was a driver in the family's limousine service. By PAUL PAYNE THE PRESS DEMOCRAT
I hope it is ok to post this
Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Well things here have pretty much stabilized getting a little better everyday but we are still just “good friends”. I have an application in to work for the City and it looks pretty good but will not know if I can go on with the next step until after Jan 26th. W had an interview and things looked good and her hopes were up but she did not get the job. I do think she may be a little more inspired to start looking again. Money is getting short. Her unemployment ran out years ago. I told her that I would look at working at a temp agency but she said that since I still get unemployment and have a guaranteed “income” right now that she is the one that needs to find work.
So W and I were talking about the wife that is suing her husbands mistress for getting him hooked on coke. (BTW during the court trial he admitted doing Meth before but NEVER coke...
I thought me finding pics of my wife and the OM on the computer was bad... This guy’s wife found out because her nephew was in their pool house and found a video tape and when he played it …it was his uncle and this woman naked snorting coke and having sex…..AND THEY PLAYED THE TAPE IN COURT…
Anyway W and I were talking about it and she said “That is a bunch of bull. He knew what he was doing and he needs to be held accountable for his own actions”…..
Somehow even though I still have a hard time letting it go (I am doing better) it was three years ago and I feel like W has forgotten all about what she did. To say something like that...
Ok so now I want to know how come kids do not listen to their father????
My D is 27 yr old and she came by last week and I could tell by the sound her car was making that the water pump was about to go out. I told her to bring it over for me to check it out. She never came by… so guess what happens today????
Ring Ring...
Me: Hello D: Daddy? Me : Ya D: my car started smoking and the noise got worst Me: Ok I will be right over..
Yep the water pump went out and burned up the belts. It is going to be raining starting this weekend so DAD had to go rent a tow dolly to get her car back to my house……
Kids ya Gota love em… anyway she IS manager of the local Round table pizza parlor so you know what that means….. Dad is getting free pizza for a while……
Things are getting better between W and I. she has been asking me if I need help with things…we have been laughing allot…but I know she lays awake at night worrying about money and maybe losing our house. Hopefully she will get a job soon. I do think she has finely realized that she is not going to be getting what she got paid after 29 years with the same company…($35 hr)..She said the other day she would be happy with $12
(Remember we live in Calif…. I get just figured out I get $10 an hour in unemployment I thought it was 9)
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
I have my days..It would be so much easier if you or one of my other DB "buddys" lived close by..you know going out for that beer on fridays and comparing notes and just recharging.
well need to go start working D's Car...I am actualy looking forword to this. It is going to be storming here the next few days and I would have been cooped up in the house and my mind would wander...
When some people have problems or are stressed they either lash out or become with drawn, or drink or use drugs.. Me I need to build or fix something
agian thanks for checking up on me I do feel likeI am talking to myself sometimes
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Journaling… Well I have noticed that when you are working that you can’t wait until the weekend. But when you are unemployed you Hate the weekend and can’t wait for the week to start so you can start looking for work again. I have some leads going on right now one is a part time job with the city. It is only part time now but I am hoping when the economy picks up it could turn full time. The other is with a start up solar company. I just enquired about their business and they wanted me to send them a resume... W is not working yet but she too has some leads that may pan out. She was let down on her first interview she had last week but that was the first one she went on in over a year. Since then she has been studying and really preparing for her next. My 1990 Ford truck passed Calif. Smog check to that is good I don’t need to take it in now for another 2 years. I was really worried because the check engine light comes on when it has ran for awhile and if it came on during the test it would fail but it didn’t. BTW several weeks ago I did take the truck in to find out why and they would not check it out because it was too old for their equipment. Some other weird stuff… the drive light indicator on wife’s van burnt out. (Also the clock light) this happened several months ago. I looked into getting it fixed but I would have to take the whole dash board off just to change the bulb so we just let it go. Friday both lights started working again… Another thing was that there was this crack in the wall of wife’s “Office”. I fixed it once before but it came back... Yesterday wife asked me when I fixed it AGAIN I said I didn’t. She said it was gone... I looked and sure enough no crack... So it looks like 2010 is starting off great. I have been having allot of up and down days. Not only with my Marriage but also with the money sitch. I sometimes think how the money sitch would be so much easier if my marriage was ok. But unfortunately I can’t see how the marriage can improve right now until the money does. I am really seeing the new wife. It is hard for me to imagine she would do what she did. I really do not think if the sitch arose now she would do it. I think part of OUR problem is she has not forgiven herself and I have not let go. It seems like they are going hand in hand. Wife got lost in the fog when she lost her job three years ago. I lost direction when the bomb dropped. I really think that when we start working again so will our marriage. I know that it will be a strong marriage with all that we have been through and we are still together. Either one of us could have given up and just ended it. But we didn’t I have kind of had a falling out with my sister and mother..My sister is so controlling and I try to just get along. But there is only so much you can do and I kind of had it out with her the other day. It might not just be her though. I find myself sometimes just sitting there and watching T.V and something sad happens and I am on the edge of breaking down in tears. I have a feeling that I am repressing some emotion and am afraid when I at least expect it I might have a breakdown. The good thing is that I am aware
Well got to go put some more wood on the fire.. Take care everyone
Dr Love
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
