well - I think I just did something different - H came to the house to get the kids and I smiled - asked how he was - even laughed with kids! taking a deep breathe now that they have left and trying not to get emotional.
Good job! You can do this.
lots of us are out here reading your thread, even if we don't post. Hang in there.
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