More daily tests from H. For the most part, not failing [best as I can tell].
Have been spending evenings [when I'm not working] visiting friends, going out, etc. Do not tell H where I am going, as he leaves many nights w/o so much as a word to me.
Wednesday afternoon, in back yard [this is in the middle of a large city, we don't live in a rural area] see falcon on neighbors t.v. antenna. H. is in his office, close to eye level w/falcon; send text to H to look out window. H. misses seeing falcon, but comes downstairs to chat. This is a first in months, where he wants to chat about random stuff.
Thursday, had plans to sit for a friend. Told H where I was going [which I haven't been doing], took dog with. H. for once tells me where he is going that night.
Friday, get home from work at 1:30 a.m. H is not there. Dog is not there. H. has to work at 7 a.m. Saturday. Find it rather strange that H not home. After 2 HOURS, finally realize H is not coming home. Have EPIC meltdown. Call my bff, so as to not call H & freak out.
This is the first time H has not spent the night at home.
[to be continued]
M & H: 40 M: 5.5 T: 7.5 OW: 7/09 Bomb: 9/09 Sep: 3/10 H files 7/10
