well - I think I just did something different - H came to the house to get the kids and I smiled - asked how he was - even laughed with kids! taking a deep breathe now that they have left and trying not to get emotional.
LNG Me - 37 H - 42 S - 19 D - 16 D - 14 M - 20 years S - 1/11/2010 http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1942142&page=1