Moving on with my life!

[Startingover2]

It's OK Startingover2...rant away!

I'm sorry you're having to deal with what you are.

Thanks Antlers! Feels like I go and go and go...and I hit a wall. Living on 2 or 3 hours of sleep sucks and probably doesn't make it much better. Baby wakes alot, but even between her waking I still don't sleep well.

I also wish exh would disappear off the planet. I know he is her dad, but he sucks as a dad almost as much as he sucked at a husband. I have a hard time encouraging their relationship. I feel like if I build him up as a dad and coddle him just like everyone else does its just enabling his stupid behavior. He chose this life and still chooses everyone but his family. If he would go away I would probably be more relaxed. You never know what is around the next corner with him.