Am I Ready for This?

[peacetoday]

Upside
it seems like a very positive interaction
and no matter where it all lands in the end atleast you and H will have a good friendship at the very least
it seems like your H wants to figure it out and really does not want to lose you
know that you handled it all very well and he is open to you and sees who you are
that is so validating for you
you loved him
he saw that
That is worth it all

I wouild have loved my story to end that way instaed of the way it did
You have done well!!

peace my friend