My Story...possible "grass is greener" scenario?

[MarkG]

I <3 u sandi2, your wake up calls are amazing. I went through similar problems from the "guesses" you made before. I am going to school to be an automation tech, which requires a lot of time on the computer. I had the talk with my W about how our lives are going to suck while i'm at work 40 hrs and in school 35. I spent many a late night working on homework, designing levels for a video game, or just playing the same video game. she really felt ignored by the computer. the porn thing is really touchy with my W. she enjoys watching it during sex but is turned off even if I glance. I would look it up for her as a surprise and she'd accuse me of going for gratification without her. she felt like I wasn't attracted to her sexually and like I was using her for sex without an R at the same time... go figure. all things to work out in mc if it happens.