Hey OP- no worries, maybe it was meant to happen. Walking thought maybe H was checking up on me..perhaps even jealous which would be interesting.
Cyrena-that is a good explanation that makes sense.. I always kind of wondered if/when the MLCer comes out of their fog..how things make sense again. I've rad in other people's threads about the kind of amnesia many of them have about things that were said or transpired while they were abducted.
It such a weird psycholoical phenomena..I really wish there were more scientific studies/knowledge about it out there...
I am really sad. It would be good to really become more detached and I'm mad at myself for getting sucked back in..I'm finding it hard to process the divorce stuff(financial forms/lawyers' emails) and remain detached..because I feel extremely emotionally and financially vulnerable right now. Still working on it.
Thanks so much for the posts and support-it is truly appreciated. To be understood and not alone in this is a gift.
M44 H46 T21 Married 16y D14 D12 Bomb 12/08(EA), (PA/Separation)1/09 to 5/09 Home/MC 5/09 to 12/09 Leaves 12/09 Files for Divorce Divorce final 6/30/10.