Doing much better today. Had a great GAL activity last night with church friends. After our evening activity, we all went to eat at a pancake place til midnight. I never got back home that late. It was good to just laugh and have an enjoyable time.

I keep thinking I'm close to being at my 2-year separation mark. 19 months is long. what strikes me is that I still don't have that definite feeling that it's time to move on. I just don't feel it. Maybe I'm trying to convince myself that all will be well. Maybe I'm hiding behind false hopes. But truly and truly, I don't have that feeling that it's time for me to stop the wait and move on. I guess I'll know when it's time.

Anyway. Thoughts of the day...

JR09


Me:44
WAW:43
Children S13,S11,S7
Married 17 yrs
W left JUN 08
W filed JAN 09
D proceedings dismissed AUG 09
W refiles 1 MAR 11