I am doing pretty well. I didn't want to get out of bed on Friday morning, but I did and a day at work was good for me. I wanted to post on FB "MY HUSBAND IS ENGAGED!!" but I didn't!
I know that how I handle this is completely up to me.
I am accepting the brutal reality of my situation and moving on. H said he'd like to file in the next couple weeks, and that sounds good to me. The sooner we get this over with, the better. I spent 10 months DB'g but I couldn't do it alone. Without communication with H, and a willingness to start with a friendship (this was always my primary goal), I couldn't break through the A fog and intrigue of a 21 yr old OW/girl. So, I fought the good fight and know I did all I could. Lots of prayer and reflection got me through. Thanks God!
Time to look forward. I have a new haircut and highlights that I must have received 20 compliments on yesterday at work. I am running again. Enjoying my children and time with family and friends. I have a lot to be thankful for. Could have been in Haiti a week ago. Could have a terminal disease or lose a child. Could be without a job. Lots to focus on to enjoy the Power of Positive Thinking.
