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Peace, yes, but after a while it is not so convenient or easy, is what I am sensing. I used to jump in and help with such things--no more and never again! However, what I recall is that X has me around to blame for only a small portion of his life now. How many other times does he get lost when I simply have had nothing to do with?

I see more concern for D, and that is a positive, but I also see no sign that OW is on her way out. Still trying to not care.

I tend to walk away from X now. I am trying not to be cold/angry; over time I am detaching more but the anger is not entirely dissipated and is hard to deal with. This is why I do think that minimal contact with X is best for me. That and improving my life overall! I have nearly finished a project that means a lot to me, and I believe that this will be a good thing.