Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

{{{hugs}}} back P. Your posts mean a lot to me and give me a lot of support.

I'm crying over thinking that I have not done anything in retaliation to this man, I haven't fought with him this whole time, I've had the door open for him and I've been treated with such disgusting cruelty. I've respected my marriage. I thought this man loved me and he purposely hurts me time and time again. I am shutting the door on him. I never thought I'd feel regret over being married to him, but now I do. I loved the wrong person. I gave my heart to the wrong person. He has returned it a chopped up, shredded, and stomped on mess. But I will survive. I pray to God to someday find the person deserving of my love. I want to love again.