I know its hard facing up to everything, honestly right now if I won the lottery I dont know what I'd do. I am absolutely mentally and physically about as shattered as I can get. And somehow I just keep putting one foot in front of the other. Believe me I dont think D would be half as scary as we think it is, lets face it we have coped up till now and we would cope if it came to the worst as well, but lets put that aside and focus on going forward. You are getting baby steps every week and I do agree that you have to set boundaries of I have stepped back but were not done on this topic we need to settle it sounds good and its good that he is open to that too. Dont get caught up in mind reading about what you think he will do you dont know and how can you, he is in fogland and hasnt a clue what he is doing and neither do you.
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
